Virginia - Day 11

Today was a nice day. I spent most of it in the pool, either with Cade and Aunt Sharil or reading a book. I forgot what joy I get from reading. I love to read, but feel guilty when I do because I am not spending time with Cade or John. The only time I have to read when Cade is asleep is at night, but then that is the only time I get to spend with John. I wish I could just find some me time sometimes. I am realizing I am forgetting things that I like to do, and I feel that isn't fair either. You shouldn't forget who you are just because you have a family. So some things are going to have to change when I get home. 

Cade has still been acting odd. Just out of sorts. I am still not sure what is going on with him. I have given him Tylenol a few times today and it seems to help, but then again it doesn't at times. I think he is just ready to be back to his normal routine, with his toys and bed. I think he really misses his daddy a lot too.