Friends, or lack there of

Today wasn't that great. Cade and I went out with blind Kelly, Laura and Katie today. We meet at this kids and maternity clothes consignment shop. I told them I had gone before and they did not really have much of anything. It smells in there and is nasty. But we went anyways because they had to see if for themselves. I found a few things for Cade, but I am holding out in buying things I really need for when I go to VA and get to shop at Once Upon a Child. They agreed with me that it wasn't all that great. But made me feel as it was my fault we went because I always talk about trying to find one since I went to one all the time at home. 

So after that we went to lunch. And boy was that "great". Cade and I sat at the end of the table basically by ourselves and the others didn't talk to us. Laura and Kelly are pregnant and talked about that and when I would say something they just dismissed me. Then Laura and Katie would talk with Kelly and since I was placed at the other end of the table with no other option of where to sit, they didn't really say anything to us. Then Laura and Katie ordered cheese bread and offered Kelly some but not me. They just kept it at the end of their table. So then we ordered and our food took over 1 hr and 30 minutes! I was going to just get my food and leave because they were being so rude. But we never got our food! So by the time we got it I was starving and I was told I had to take Kelly home because Laura and Katie decided to go to Dothan and Kelly didn't want to go. Hell, I did. What about me? 

Those girls are so rude. I hate it. I hate that they are the only people I freaking know down here. I like Kelly, but since she and Laura now have this "bond" (they are a month apart in their pregnancies), they hang out together now and since Laura doesn't like me, they don't call me anymore to do anything. They talk about things we all used to do together right in front of me and don't invite me or ask me to go. I asked them today if I could go walking with them next Tuesday and Laura goes "really? Well I guess that will be fine, but..." and never said anything else. Whatever. Its hard because the friends you make are those who are married to people in John's class, so these are the people I will be with for two more years. I am trying to be nice and not invite myself places and keep my mouth shut to keep a neutral ground, but Laura doesn't so it just makes it harder. She is one of those people who always are rude when they talk. GRRRRR!